Friday I had a visitor, Krysta. She brought me all kids of goodies. My fav doughnuts from KK, an adult coloring book, Lularoe leggings, mangoes (real and dried), monat hair samples, my fav whitening toothpaste, lipsense, and a beautiful crocheted NICU octopus for baby S. She also brought me affirmation cards, and delicious Chick-fil-A. Saturday, Jan 27th: I had a bad dream. Basically, I had S and didn’t even remember it. I had him Via emergency csection Bc his heart rate wouldn’t quit declining. I woke up, to blood gushing out of me. I’m talking running down my legs. Called the nurse in, who called the dr in. Luckily, everything is good. I allowed an internal check. Cervix is still closed and no dilation. Placental abruption was brought up again. But she reminded me as long as baby is tolerating it well, I can go to my induction date with an abruption. But before I got out of bed, I felt the initial gush. And I swear to you for the first time in my LIFE God spoke to me. All h...